Chapter 467: I Don't Want to Know You

."Kexin," Gu Chi whispered in her ear, his breath warm against her skin, "I haven't showered yet, and besides, your foot is injured." There was a hint of annoyance in his voice as he said the last se...Sitting on a chair in the hospital corridor, Cheng Ke Xin could only feel exhausted. Yang Zuo's appearance made her recall those past events again and she began to reconsider her relationship with Gu Chi.

She had already made up her mind. Since Mengbao wanted a father so much, Gu Chi also started pursuing himself again. Why should she care about past things anymore She would just give Mengbao a complete family. 。But now she realizes she still overestimated her ability to bear it. Past events are like a thorn in her flesh. Normally, when nothing happens, she can ignore it. But with any slight stimulation, the pain from when it first pierced her flesh returns, making it unbearable. 。If she truly got back together with Gu Chi, could she completely forget about those things and spend the rest of her life with him without any qualms Cheng Ke Xin asked herself in her heart. 。But the answer is uncertain, she cannot guarantee 。Moreover, if the two of them were to break up again in the future, wouldn't the harm inflicted on Mengbao be even greater 。Taking a deep breath in and then letting it out heavily, Cheng KeXin felt like her head was a jumble of mush. She really didn't know what to do now. 。

Forget it, forget it. Cheng Ke Xin shook her head forcefully, unable to figure it out so she decided to let it go for now. She wouldn't get anywhere by dwelling on it like this. After all, it was a matter between the two of them. She should find an opportunity to have a good talk with Gu Chi first, and then make a decision.

Getting up, she walked towards the ward, wanting to see if Cheng Ruor woke up. 。As soon as she reached the door of the ward, she heard Cheng Ruor'er's voice coming from inside, as if she were talking to someone. 。Curiously stopping, Cheng Kexin looked through the window and saw Gu Chi standing in front of Cheng Ruo'er's bed with his back to her, while Cheng Ruo'er was crying and apologizing to him. 。"Gu Chi, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. What happened back then was my fault. Please forgive me, okay I beg you, please forgive me. I promise this will never happen again." 。Cheng Ruoruo, while crying, reached out and grabbed Gu Chi's sleeve. 。Turning away from Cheng Ruo'er with a look of disgust, Gu Chi said in a cold voice: "Cheng Ruo'er, I never would have thought that you were also involved in my kidnapping all those years ago." 。You want me to forgive you Absolutely not! If it weren't for the fact that you were hurt, I would have sent you to jail a long time ago. 。"Don't! Gu Chi, you can't do this to me. 。"Grasping the edge of the bed, Cheng Ruoer cried miserably, "I was wrong, I really know I was wrong. Back then, I was impulsive and did that thing, but I was also for the Cheng family. I couldn't just stand by and watch the Cheng family fall apart." 。"So you're just going to watch me die!" Hearing Cheng Ruoruo's explanation, Gu Chi became even angrier, his voice laced with obvious hatred. 。After learning the truth, he felt like a fool who had been kept in the dark for so many years. 。After the incident, he always thought it was his fault that Cheng Ruor died. If he hadn't taken her out to play in the suburbs, how could his beloved girl have lost her life at such a young age 。Guilt and despair tormented him day and night, keeping him from sleep. Every time he closed his eyes, the scene of Cheng Ruor'er struggling and crying in the fire would appear in his mind. 。He couldn't even remember how many nights he spent burying his head in his hands, sobbing uncontrollably, repeating "I'm sorry" over and over. He felt useless, that he hadn't protected the one he loved. She was hurt because of him! It was all his fault!

For two whole years, he couldn't escape this guilt. Night after night, he lay awake, unable to sleep. Sometimes, exhausted, he would fall asleep, only to be jolted awake within half an hour by terrifying nightmares filled with Cheng Ruor'er's cries... 。When he was tortured almost to the point of death, he went to see a psychiatrist. 。After a year of physical and psychological therapy, he finally managed to break free from the pain, but Cheng Ruor was still a wound in his heart that he couldn't touch. 。Even though he later met Su Ke Xin and fell in love with this kind and gentle girl, he still left a small corner in his heart for Cheng Ruo Er. 。The girl he once loved deeply, the one who lost her life because of him, was someone he could never simply forget. 。When Cheng Ru'er appeared at the cemetery, his first reaction was shock. Later, after hearing her recount her experience of being rescued at the Cheng family, he reacted with joy and relief. 。The stone that had been weighing on his heart finally shattered into dust at that moment. After all these years, it was the first time he had breathed so freely. 。By then, he had fallen deeply in love with Cheng Keixin. Even if Cheng Ruo'er was still alive, there was no possibility between them anymore. 。But for Cheng Ruor's words and actions, he had never doubted them. Even though she was no longer someone he held in his heart, she still held a special place in his life. 。

Later on, he broke up with Su Keqin. He started to realize Cheng Ruoruo's venomous nature and began to dislike her, to loathe her. But his revulsion was only directed at the corrupted Cheng Ruoruo. As for their youthful romance, he had never regretted it from beginning to end. >>> 。That was a beautiful memory in his life, never tainted by Cheng Ruor's changing personality. At the very least, they were genuinely facing each other then, experiencing pure joy. 。Now thinking back, Gu Chi only felt sarcasm. What was beautiful What was pure It turned out that everything was just his own delusion. 。It's all just a trap. What he cherished, the feelings he held dear for so many years, to her, it was nothing more than a stepping stone for her own interests. 。"I don't want to hurt you!" Hearing the hatred in Gu Chi's words, Cheng Raoer panicked even more, "Gu Chi, I really didn't want to hurt you. I loosened your bonds in the end. I didn't want your life. Believe me, I love you. How could I possibly hurt you""Do you think I would believe anything you say" Looking coldly at Cheng Raoer, Gu Chi was not moved by her words at all. 。"Gu Chi, could you please try to see things from my perspective Back then, I really had no choice. It was just a moment of impulse that led me to make such a huge mistake. Please forgive me once, I promise, I'll never do it again." 。Cheng Ru'er cried so hard that she couldn't control herself. 。"We grew up together, you can't treat me like this. 。"Gu Chi, we used to love each other so much. We were so happy together back then. Have you forgotten all of that"

"Don't say any more!" Hearing Cheng Ruo'er bring up the past, Gu Chi instantly flared up

Back then, she actually had the nerve to bring up their past relationship with him! She was just using him as a fool. 。"Cheng Ruoer, liking you back then was the biggest regret and the most foolish thing I've ever done in my life! If I could go back in time and make a choice, I would definitely not have met you!"He glared at Cheng Ruoer angrily and seriously, Gu Chi said word by word with utmost clarity. He completely denied his youthful and ignorant feelings. 。i grew up constantly. He started to feel that his younger brother was increasingly in the way. 。After growing up, Gu Chi became very outstanding, and this excellence made him feel a sense of unpreced...